I am feeling fantastic! I've realized yet another rather factual, yet hum-drum, aspect of myself. I absolutely LOVE TO WORK! I leave the feeling of being productive, useful, competent, and most of all, fully self expressed! It's the most amazing feeling in the world!
I've also come to rather enjoy my singles-dom. It's pretty nice only having to be concerned with myself, and not having to worry about impressing someone, or what have you. Don't get me wrong, I really do enjoy the company of the opposite sex, but incessant insecurities always had a way of sabotaging what would have otherwise been a beautiful and fulfilling relationship. I would love to be friends with someone that eventually lead to such a long and fruitful relationship. Maybe even the love of my life, and the person I'll be able to spend the rest of my life with! All lofty goals, and I do feel a bit sheepish (not to mention preciousious) even mentioning this...in my blog of all places! For all the world to see ("wtf is she saying! how immature!"). Blah, not like anyone reads this smut anyways lol
I'd write more, but I'm not in a writing-mood at the moment. I have a feeling that my blogs will be far more involved in the future. For now, it's just spurts of thoughts I'm sharing. Which is great for your ADD afflicted Joe or Jane, but my thoughts encompass far more dimensions that the limited singular one I'm showing now. Yes, I have color...it's not longer those icky shades of gray! :-P
But yes, it was a good day. Many, MANY more to come ;)
well I'm GRAY, you called me a rotten onion! or is that brown? SHIT
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